25 Things That I Smile At.

1. finding old photos with good memories.
2. when i draw something im actualy proud of.
3. family holidays when i was younger and the way my brothers would play with me.
4. how amazingly nice everyone was when they got the news my brother had died. i was seriously overwhelmed by the support i got from everyone, and the crew.
5. that time that max stayed and we sat on my bed for hours with candels and insence, listening to jeff buckley. and we just talked and talked and talked.
6. recording the podcast at bens
7. saturday at bens, coz i was so hyper and no one seemed to mind (no one let on that i was anoying them lol)
8. when things are going right and im happy and it puts my mum in a happy mood and we talk and can actualy laugh together. my mum sometimes surprises me with being "cool" and laughing at things i find funny
9. my emily strange shoes. i love them. coz their really cute and comfy
10. i loved my snakebites. wish i hadnt took them out now. or that one side didnt get infected.
11. the way me and max used to be.
12. all memories of my brother. good and bad. just because it was him.
13. when im in a crap mood and im bored and i log into myspace, and i have a nice comment from someone and it just makes me smile and feel better. mainly lynnes comments. she says things like "cheer up your hairs fabulous" and "your my wee petal and im going to keep you in my pocket forever". :)
14. being called nice pet names. such as "petal" and "pet" and i even like when my mum calls me "sweetie" when shes saying goodnight, or she says "poppet".
15. my mum. she makes me smile just coz shes so different from me but im so glad to have her as my mum. shes actualy really sound and listens to me winging about nonsense and when im down shel go and make some nice food and sit and have a chat.
16. my aunty marba. shes not had an easy life and her son isnt making it easier by making her babysit his kids everyday but shes the kindest person iv met and she always makes time for me. shes my only relative that im close to.
17. msn convo;s with ben or skype convos with ben and other people, when were all hyper. coz its always so funny and when i think back on it it always makes me smile.
18. listening to music on the bus, coz when your looking out the window and you have music on it always seems like it should be in a music video. or just in any moving form of transport.
19. photos. coz i dont really understand how they work but at the same time i think their one of the best things on earth.
20. getting all dressed up and doing your hair and makeup before going out. just coz it makes you feel all happy and i always get butterflies coz i get so excited.
21. doing other peoples hair for them and them liking it. like when i cut my brothers hair and he loved it so much and i could tell that he was really happy about it.
22. when people smile with their eyes aswell, coz then you know its a proper smile.
23. music. music music music, coz it can describe every mood there is. and how you can have songs with people, or when you hear a song you always attatch a memory with it or a person. like the song "come with me" by special d. reminds me of big andy from baloch.
24. the simple things in life. coz i dont ever want to take life seriously. you only get a chance to live it once and iv spent 4 or 5 years not enjoying it. 2007 is going to be my year and im not going to let anything get in my way.
25. irn bru. i just look at it and smile. coz i know its going to taste so good.

so thats my 25 things that i smile at or about.
and yes, i was very bored.