hello you group of funkys.
iv effectivly called you all a group of smellys. score 1 for me, eh?
so, this is going to be one of those late night posts that doesnt really make sense and is long and rantinginging.
il start by explaining the picture.
i took that down in cambridge in my brothers garden. that was one of the nicest weekends iv had in a while. his house is really cool and so's his girlfriend. we went to a market thing where i got 2 honeycomb candels, one for me, which was black with a white half moon, and the other one for max which was black with a red love heart. which he hasnt used. which makes me think even more about why i keep buying him stupid things he doesnt need or want but il cling on to "its the thought that counts" for a wee bit longer.
im crap at buying presents. its actualy embaresing. like for christmas i got everyone tshirts :| and i just realised i got siobhan another tshirt for her birthday. oh dear.
its not that i dont put thought into it, i just never know what people want or would like and i just end up buying something i think is cool and that they might like. but everyone's good at the whole "aw cool, thanks kate" thing.
im going to suggest you download the russell brand podcast. yes, he is that anoying guy who presented big brothers big mouth, and i hated him on that, but my brother said "hes dead funny" and since then iv started finding him funny and his podcast made me laugh so it could be a cure for the blues. also download the ricky gervais podcasts.
speaking of podcasts, whens the next fintryblog one penciled in for? i want to hear about everyones time at school and that.
iv already ranted about college. its not as good as i make out, i actualy dont like it much atall lol but once we get into the course abit im sure il start enjoying it. and if not then im fucked. i can leave at the end of first year though. i want to do a photography course. i might do that at nights. oh the choices. coz if i stay and do hairdressing the course im on just now is 2 years, and then im going to apply for level 3 so thats another year. and then if i want to do photography thats another year, so il just be finishing college when im 20 hahaha thats a crap thought.
anyway. today was rubbish. i went down to my interview and got told to bugger off untill 2, so we went home and i had tomato soup (did i post a blog about that? probably) and then chiken burgers and chips and then an apple :) it was yummy. then i went back down for my interview and she said "the only problem i have is your nose ring." so i said "its ok, im getting it changed to a bar tomoro anyway so its not as noticable" and she was like "good, you dont mind doing that?" and i said "nope" and then she brought Alice over who shall be showing me around on tuesday and she was so nice she said "no problem pet, il see you on tuesday hunnny" and i was like AWWWWWWWWWWZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
then i came home and sat and watched tv and texted ben and fiona all afternoon.
i feel like a big snob at college. im the only one in my class who doesnt apply for a bursary hahaha, but im getting my travel expences and equipment payed back, thank god. its £5 to get to clydebank each day. iv been going in with £7 each day and not getin much to eat :( pooopeeeyyyy
this is looking realy long already and its not on the blog yet. is there a limit to how much you can say? i ponder i ponder.
im feeling abit anoyed at myself coz iv lost touch with some people from school, the crew mainly, and i didnt want to. but i did see holly in town last saturday. she looked dead nice, she was wearing bright green top and eye shadow to match.
im really cold. i think i have the mad flu thing my mum had. bird flu no doubt. lucky me. and i cant skive college otherwise they dont pay my travel fees. and il miss LOADS. and we should be getting our kits this week :D yasss!
i wish i was still at school kinda, just coz there was exact times when we got off. and i knew everyone. and iv had to talk to people who i wouldnt normaly talk to , not that thats a bad thing, but its really obvious they dont like me, but kim likes me and shes like massive and a big ned so she doesnt let anyone pick on me :D and she was sticking up for me when jodie did a crap job of my hair hahaha
anyways. im not tired but im bored. iv been typing for about 15 mins now. i kinda want food but im not hungry. its just coz im bored. there wont be anything on tv. and i miss max. soooo much. like actualy loads. i might just get a train to stirling tomoro just coz i want to see him so bad. il regret it on the way back coz it takes forever. and i need to change stations coz its a sunday and i cant be bothered walking from central to queen street and then queen street to central again.
i prefer train journeys with people i like. i sat with naddinne and that on the first day and then the second day i sat by myself coz i was looking out for tom n nikki n everyone else but i couldnt see them so i plugged in to my ipod. same on friday only my ipod ran out of battery but i just kept my headphones in incase nadine wanted to strike up conversation if she seen me but i dont think she was on the train. anyway. gadzzz.
ok i really cant be bothered writing anymore. il laugh at you all on monday morning while im still in bed and your at school, even though ben will probably text me while hes on the bus and il get woken up. ah well.
night night/good morning xxxx
(phone up clydebank college on a thursday afternoon , salon 204. i might be on reception duty :) get a wee banter in lol)
