going snowboarding and climbing etc...

should be fun. im tired tho. c ya.

Snuggly

Ok i just got back from the bottom of teh garden on our new trampoline and i was all thweaty. cos its gd exercise u kno! so i took a shower and came back into my room and decided since its late ill put on ugly clothes that are confy. and im SOOOOOOOOOOO snug now. :D big smile. just thot i would share that with u. im in a gd mood!

I just added this to my myspace profile but i wanted it here too.

I'm Ben,
and i always get lost on myspace.
And that makes me feel stupid, so then i have to go outsmart richard on skype and i feel all better.
I cant type the word J-U-S-T , i always write jsut. dont ask my why i jsut do.
Living in Fintry is a pain. no bus, no shop, no nothing. just lisa. hehe
but lisas kl, best mate to have around in fintry i mst say.
then if im feeling really adventurous i can go and met laurie, i think she deserves a woop. dont u? WOOP! and now i kno that lisa will be annoyed so she gets one too! WOOOOOP! aw crap now lauries gonna be all pissed that lisas is a bigger woop. grow up laurie lol.
lisa is ma wee other half. most people dont understand us. but thats kl cos we dont either! :P
I luv my mates so much. dont know what i would do without them. i sure as hell wouldnt be the same person i am today without their help. i sometimes wonder if thats a gd thing tho :P
I get freaked out when people talk about leaving high school cos i have no real plans and im a shy kidna person. and i dont want to leave my friends behind.
i like meeting new people my age who share the same interests.
i hate ordering food for myself. i always screw it up.
i laugh at almost everything kate.jpg™ says.
we laugh a lot.
pitch benders. minge jokes. knox klaymen. family guy.
Lisa needs another mention here. High on paint fumes, wandering in the freezing cold. being spanked by people in passing cars :P her laughing at me being terrified of Final Destination.
Stars make me think, thinking makes me smile.
Stars = Smiles.
Boats and Birds is really beautiful.
First day of my life makes me cry with joy.
Sometimes i like to sit back and just look at how great the people im with are in the great place im at. u kno wot i mean? and i wish my life was set to music sometimes.
i like sunset hazes in fields. and going down stairs in sleeping bags.
i wish there were fireflies in my garden.
the moon should be bigger and nights should be longer. well at least darker for longer.
camping is the dogs bollocks.
internet>tv unless of course tv>internet
i love snow days because of the slight sense that the world is ending.
for the same reason i love storms.
i LOVE it when the power goes out. but wish my iMac still worked when it did.
i luv my iMac :P
i like:
arguments with Richard over something nerdy.
laughing to kate on skype.
lisa and me chatting for hours about nothing and everything.
people like anthony who are friendly just cos they are. :D
siobhan too
and hannah
new people are kl.
old friends are the best.
i will never forget the laughs between me andrew and amanda. it makes me smile.
i remember how amanda used to click instead of laugh. i think of that when kte laughs a lot.
i remember andrews room full of steps posters and how i would try not to judge lol.
i remember him falling down dunmore when he came over.
i remember primary school when that gang were my escape from it all.
i hated most of primary skl.
i love being in "that particular mood"
late nights on msn feeling happy.
actually laughing out loud at msn convos.
Sarahs antics in music.
Anthony in computing... Supersoaker Lollypop. and Mr Bell stroking him lmao
our table in english was the best place to be. we were the best.
Carmens english jotter full of guy-diagrams :P
Callum reading books, and books, and more books, and more books..... and more....
I wish i read more books.
i keep trying to.
internets stops me though.
i wish i got more sleep, but without less 'awake'
i never remember the plots to scary films.

Getting My Hair Cut

So i am. Not had that done in a LONG time. :P
Listening to that song still gillian! :D
And we got a 14ft trampoline!!!! its so kl! im going on it later once holly gets back from work.
and thats my little update for ya. 

Enjoy.

That song gillian and me are on about...

Remember those iPod broadcasts?

Hey hows about another podcast?
Whos here and free in the next week or two? Please let me know. and also, if u really wanna be in it, then think of SOMETHING to talk about lol. 
Also folks. its not about the podcasts themselves, its about the UBER FUN process of making them. Kinda like kjids i suppose. oh god y did i just say that.

OHohoh guess who i saw today!

Bob from River City! oh yeaa! he was like right beside me and i was like :O!! no joke! poor guy i was just totally staring at him! hehe
sw loads of people i know im glasgow today.
loads of people in our year got on the bus in Strathblane. Then we saw Amy and her fiance Chris in Merchant City. never talked to him before. geez hes weird! lol but pretty funny. Then we went to the bus stop and we saw Duncan so Gem had a wee chat with him as i had late lunch lol. and i found two big Fall Out Boy posters :D
Ive introduced Gem to knew, small and unheard of bands such as All The Rage and God Or Julie.
She loves All The Rage! lol so do i!! muchly.
im off on my hols tomorrow :D cant wait! i havent packed yet lol
because i read what i wrote the other day ive got that dance song stuck in my head!! i like it though so its cool.
Things i bought in Glasgow today: A New skirt thats half demin, half bright orange material, a new top, a new pyjama top and a pair of earings :D also got K! at Balfron co-op and a new skirt for Jamie. it was funfunfun :D

xxx

hey omg this is soo coool...

...i cant remember the last time i posted on this because i forgot how 2 do it lol!
i'm really hyper because it's my birthday tommorow!!!!!!!!
hey gareth thanx for invitin me to urs in whenever it was it was reeelly fun because i had skittles!! :)
i was still really hyper when i got home!
the film was great ( v for vendetta btw! ) aswell as ur mums spagetti bolonaze ( ??? ) he he that was fun.
oh well i'll go now and do nothin till tommorow !!!!!
i'm going golfing tommoz for my bday i just remembered which will b sooo funny coz i cant even kick a ball never mind hit one about 10 times smaller with a stick!!

oh well c ya sooon and ben sorry to hear about ur lamp it wont b lonely in ikea heaven coz most of our stuff is there already lol! bye :)

mp3 player

got music on it again so i can listen to AVA when im wandering on the beach on my hols :D im stoked! lol i love that word! anyway yea thought id say that.
went with my little sister to get some school shoes and the woman fitting them noticed my Bullet t-shirt and was like "hey, did you see them at G'n'R?" i was like no :(. she had. said they were good. i was sad lol
btw theres this dance song i like. its called Cascada or something and the songs called Everytime We Touch. em guys...why do i like a dance song? :S i need help! lol
watching the musci channels :D watching the Lily Allen-Smile video. tiz gooood.

bye bye guys!

xxx

:D

im getting one of these shirts when there made! lol

yey! there soo nice! :D

that is all. for now anyway!

xxx

I Want Sunglasses.

Cos i think i suit them a lot. If im disillusionned here then shhh.

this was actualy fun :)

1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

george bush. half the worlds problems solved in a second

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
oooooo TOO many.
aiden. my chemical romance. and theres this band that have got big that i used to like but hate them now, cant remember who they are but

3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
adam lazara for bleachin his hair.


4. What is your favorite cheese?
the orange chedder one :D

6. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie (porn counts) celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once.
JOHNNY DEPP when he was in sleepy hollow :D

7. You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice.
luke picket. hes in Her Words Kill but his solo stuffs beter


8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy shit, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?

new piercing, gig ticket and chocolate & irn bru.

9. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
australia


10. Upon arrival to the aforementioned location, you get off the plane and discover another hundred-dollar bill. Shit! Now that you are in the new location, what are you gonna do?

get a tattoo so i can be like "my first tattoo was in australia" if age n identification was no bother lol if not then pay someone to look after me

11. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice.
ARCHERS!!!!

12. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
ehh.. to the day when my brother killed himself and take the day off school and stop him doing it. :)

13. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
me n max only, for a wee sex-fest :P hahahahahaha

14. You have been given the opportunity to create the half-hour TV show of your own design. What is it called and what's the premise?
it has to be funny and scary all at once with a decent plot. since im on a roll for finding money, id pay for someone to write a script :) lol

theres not a 15. and i hate it when that happens.

16. One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around you. what would you do?
first id crap my panties, then id prod one of them, then have a massive PARTAY!! n call them all "maw"

17. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don't worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely.
my brothers goblin that i took with his necklace round it


18. The Angel Of Death has descended upon you. Fortunately, the Angel Of Death is pretty cool and in a good mood, and it offers you a half-hour to do whatever you want before you bite it.
have a massive partay with alllll my friends for 15 mins. then 10 mins alone with max. and then 5 mins with my family.

19. You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
ummm time stopping. i decided this would be pretty cool.

20. You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to relive again?
when me n max were sitting on my bed at like midnight, just talking and listening to jeff buckey, and we talked about everything and anything. i think that

21. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
yeah, my brother and all the business that followed his death.


22. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit... you can move to anywhere else in the world! Bitchin'! What country are you to live in now?
coz am a boring old fart, id be right back here in scotland :)


24. Hopefully you didn't mention this in the super-powers question.... If you did, then we'll just expand on that. Check it out... Suddenly, you have gained the ability to FLOAT!!!
arite, cool.

25. The constant absorption of magical moonbeams mixed with the radioactive vegetables you consumed earlier have given you the ability to resurrect the dead famous-person of your choice. So which celebrity will you bring back to life?
either jimi hendrix, bob marley (he is dead yeah?) or kurt cobain


26. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn't think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
have i not already met death? and obv ma brother.

27. What's your theme song??
fast food song - the fast food rockers?? who ever sung it :D

I. LOVE. APPLE.

Yeh i kno i kno i go on and on but this isnt about macs. Or iPods. Just apple. I got Lily Allens album off itunes and its GREAT. love it. BUT some of the tracks have tiny wee pops in them, like just 3 tiny clicks per song maybe on about 60% of the album. i just thought i would email them about it and see wht they said...

Ben: "About 4 or 5 tracks from this album have stutters in them. Very small and quick blips or clicks. It just sounds like a dodgy mp3 file from limewire  or something, something which I had hoped to avoid by using the ITMS now. 
Just wondering if this was maybe a glitch in my internet connection when downloading them or who knows what. Anything i can do?" 

THE NEXT DAY Stu, from apple sent me this:
Dear Ben,

I'm sorry to hear that the item you purchased didn't meet the standard of quality you have come to expect from the iTunes Store. Apple takes the quality of the products offered on the iTunes Store very seriously and will investigate the issue you reported.

I have reversed the charge for the purchase. You will see a credit of £7.99 in three to five business days.

Please wait a couple of weeks before purchasing the title again. The issue you reported should be resolved by then.

I hope that you continue to enjoy purchasing music from the iTunes Store.

Sincerely,

Stu

HOW NICE WAS THAT!? So i have this album now for free essentially, and i can use the money toward another album! Thanks Stu. I now forgive u for screwing up the 1st Generation Imac G5. aha. ha. not. 

Seriously Though, thats just cool. :D

woo guess what!

were goinng to see Bullet again! second time this year :D awesome!
i agree with Kate btw. Adam Lazzara should never have gone blonde. :(
made myself another £8 today :D hehe but im not working again till i come back from my hols.
Everyone looking forward to Exam Results! hehe i dont have to worry about it until next saturday/sunday :D hehe
looking forward to my hols. get to hang out at the beach. yeaaa. hehe

bye then :)

xxx

AWWWW NAW!!!!!!

hes gone blonde :'(
iv just lost all will to live :|
he had nice hair! WHYYYYYYY!!!
I HATE YOU PEROXIDE! I HATE YOU!

seriously though, gutted.
btw, i prefer my typing aligned leftly. im gona keep it this way. alreet?!
i wana do something but i cant think what.
xxxx

wooo 900

that is pretty impressive tho.

my head hurts alot. and im bored. and i ahve nothing decent to post about. i hate that.

i went to bed at 8 last night coz i was in such a crap mood.
and im SO hungry and my mums not back with some decent munchies. and my mums picking up on some of my words and i dont like it lol like she says "munchies" now. n its just not the way she should talk. anyone whos met ma mum would know.

jeeeeeebz.

I want my post bak!

hey where did my post go, it was a well structured and informative piece of writing that i think people of the world deserved to read. And i want it back.

Hi. how are you all? was my first day of work yesterday :D priced a whole box of envelopes. and im not over exagerating when i say there were about 500 of them. then i served someone for the first time! i counted up all the papers at the end of the day and i mopped the floors. Guess what! i sold a bottle of whisky and two packets of cigarettes lol. you gotta come see me when im working on my own! but that wont be until we go back to school lol.
Me and Gemma are going into Glasgow on Friday to do some shopping :D now that ive got money :D
i went shopping in Falkirk today. i got a nice black bag for 95p. thats a bargain! it was meant to be like £10 or something. i also got a nice red hairband and some knee lenght socks that have black ribbon on them.
Was talking to my little American friend there on myspace and i was talking about when i went to see Fall Out Boy. :( miss that night. was the bestest.
then i was saying how im going to go see Aiden :D and we get to meet them :D:D
hehe. btw laurie and Lisa i might end up going off on my own for a bit cause thats what i did at Fall Out Boy and i had loads of fun. i was like right up the front! so sorry if i dissappear for a bit! dont get angry with me please!!
Phoned Lucy today but she didnt answer so i left her a message. ill give her a phone tomorrow :)
:( Gems getting all her stuff for moving to Halls. i dont want her to leave!! :( but ive told her that every few fridays ill come see her. ill just go on the Glasgow bus after school. will be good!
Lost next week. :) its very happy.
off on my hols on Saturday :) cant wait!

well im away now. byee

xxx

MY LAMP DIIIIEEEEEDDDDDDD-D-D-D

ok , so my lamp died. my he rest in peace, he has gone to great big IKEA in the sky. 
we shall mourn the loss....

(yes i really do have nothing better to do than post this crap. shut up.)

MAD WAE IT

is my new phrase. adopted from big andy, coz hes andy :D

last night was mazing. scooshy cream + drunk fiona+ me/beth/ailsa/maz+ BEATS! = a good girly night.

even tho we had all the guys round till midnight.

it was a very very very enjoyable night though.
i only took like 3 pictures but here you go ...








as you can tell it was MAD WAE IT
night night (even tho its the morning) i need sleep.xxx